I realised something today (okay I didn't realise this only today.. but I was thinking about it tonight *hehe*). Feelings. Love feelings. It sucks when they are not reciprocated! And still.. even though the love is only going one way and even though you just KNOW that you're gonna get hurt if you don't move on.. you still waste a lot of energy and time thinking about this impossible love.. and hoping!!! Hope can be very dangerous at times, especially for your mental and emotional health...
Love can be impossible for a lot of reasons. Because the other person isn't single, because they're not interested, because they only see you as this "really good" friend... or worse.. a combination of those things!
Yet, you just can't help yourself and think, in some miraculous way, that this person will wake up and see how much they love you. Yeah right! It can happen... maybe on their end it's the same thing and they're just not sure "you're" interested... but maybe you have to wake up and admit to yourself that it's all in your head :-p
Alright.. I think this is the most random entry I've done in a long time *hehe* and it's definitely going nowhere.. so don't mind me.. just feeling a little blue I guess ;-)